Thursday, February 26, 2009

Waiting

Waiting

Waiting for an appointment
Waiting for a parking space
Waiting for an elevator
Sitting in a waiting room
Signing yet another medical form
Looking for my health insurance card
Glancing at magazines that have nothing to do with my life
Waiting to see the doctor
Waiting for the diagnosis
Wondering, is this test accurate?
Looking at numbers on a page
Wanting to understand
Lying on my back for a CAT Scan
Trying to be brave
Asking for a second opinion
Crying quietly
Wanting you to make it better
Worrying about dying
Waiting for a cure
Wanting something sweet
Waiting for a blood test
Wanting to run away
Waiting for a prescription
Cursing side effects
Looking for solutions
Wasting time
Wishing my life was different
Wondering how long will I live?
Praying to God
Talking with friends
Telling my story
Recovering
Living more
Loving deeply